I am the self-destructive man.
I will go out of my way not to be
Everything I could possible be,
Everything that you thought I would be.
But that does not mean I will not be happy,
I have lived a very easy life,
Now I will create one anything but.
I want to feel really things,
I want to feel really pain,
I want to worry about important things,
I want to worry about how I am going to eat to night,
I want to worry about where I am going to sleep.